demam...
virus tu dapat dri mana tah...
mule2 sakit tekak je la...
then selesema yg sgt teruk....
n batuk yg menyakitkan tekak...
adoi...
pale pon pusing2 laa..
agak2..bile la dmam ni nk elok tnpa mkn ubt pon...:)
blh la elok..
xtahan batuk2 n selesema ni haa...
demam oh demam..
January 30, 2011
Posted by Rabeah Khamis at Sunday, January 30, 2011
bila dh rajin...
January 28, 2011
Posted by Rabeah Khamis at Friday, January 28, 2011
Bruno Mars - Grenade [Official Music Video]
January 27, 2011
Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my head on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same
No, no, no, no
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my head on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby
But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my head on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same
No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no
Posted by Rabeah Khamis at Thursday, January 27, 2011
si montel...~~
January 26, 2011
Posted by Rabeah Khamis at Wednesday, January 26, 2011
tsk tsk...:'(
x suke x suke....
bencinyer...
faham x perasaan dimana kita x suke buat something...
n kite dipaksa buat....
perasaan yang sgt x ikhlas...n hati pon mula memberontak...
sgt2 memberontak k...
then bile hati x ikhlas..
kite dpt dosa kan...sbb buat x ikhlas...
lagi2 buat benda yang dh mmg mendatangkan dosa...
sy x suke ok..
jgn pakse2...
bencinyer...
Posted by Rabeah Khamis at Wednesday, January 26, 2011
kerinduan...
January 13, 2011
mlm2 yg sunyi...
diterangi lampu neon..(lmpu study)..
ibu.....
uby rindu ibu teramat amat sangat....
uby nak balik bu....
uby stress dok sini...
hari2 ada je nak kene buat...
dh seminggu x tengok muke ibu...
uby rindu ibu....x tahan nak tunggu esok...
esok uby nak balik jugak...
uby balik tau...!!
ayah...
uby rindu nak dengar suara ayah....
uby nak balik...
esok ayah amik uby tau...
esk jugak uby balik...
x tahan dok sini...
demam pon kejap ok..
kejap bdn panas balik...
uby rindu sangat2 ngn ibu and ayah....
ps:masa tulis ni...air mata berderai derai jatuh...
sambil tgk muke ibu ngn ayah kat meja study....
nak tido pon x blh....
gara2 rindu ngn ibu n ayah...
esk nak balik jugak...:)
Posted by Rabeah Khamis at Thursday, January 13, 2011
awk risau sgt....~~
January 10, 2011
Posted by Rabeah Khamis at Monday, January 10, 2011
coretan terakhir...
January 5, 2011
tetibe rase nak buat coretan hati untuk si dia...
si dia bernama....
awk....
igt x kite kenal mcm mana...
agak sengal la kan mule2 tu...
tpi..dri situ la kite berkawan...
awk teman member...
sy pon teman member...mule2 kite gadoh kan...
sbb awk la lmbt...
tpi x sangka..
sbnrnye awk nk kenal n kawan ngn sy...
kite kenal sbb kwn awk tu yg bgthu..
awk ni x gentle la..
hehhehehe
tpi sy suke awk....
lepas tu...
sy x tau la knpe sy sgt selesa ngn awk...
haaa...
mybe sbb kite kawan kot...
mase kawan tu la sy tau perangai awk...
awk pon tau prangai sy....
masing2 ngn perangai giler.....
tpi bile awk mintk couple tu...
sy mintk masa...
then akhirnye kite bersama....
mase kite bersama tu...banyak sgt kenangan...
nak tau sbb ape..
sbb awk ni sng je nk jaga...hahhahaha..tpi perasan x...
spnjg kite couple...
kite jarang gado...smpai kan kwn2 sy sume pelik...sbb kite nmpk bhgia...
ye..mmg kite bhgia...
tapi....
sume tu x lame awk....
awk berubah semasa sy jauh ngn awk....
sy tau....
igt x masa beday awk tu...
sy tipu awk kate x nk keluar...
awk dah xcited nk keluar...
konon nk celebrate...
last2 kene prank...
hhehheheeh
n...
sy igt lagi...
masa beday sy plak awk hilang...
awak wish je...
rupe2nye...
awk demam denggi kan...
hahahahhaha..smpai masuk wad...tpi degil x nk jugk...
then awk nk pujuk sy...
awk dtg bg teddy bear...
hehehehhe..
serious x sangka...
then lpas tu awk mengadu yg tgn lebam2 sbb masuk air la...
sbnrnye sy dah tau...
dri adk awk...
sbb tu sy x majok pon...tpi awk je yg yoyo nk pujuk...
igt x mase sy kene pegi plkn tu...
awk menangis kan...
tpi kalo bole awk x nk bg sy nmpk...
tpi sy nmpk la awk...sy cube x nk pndg masa sy nk pegi tu...sbb sy tau kalo sy pandg awk...
msti awk nmpk sy nangis...
tpi kite d buat perjnjian kan..
yang sy akan call awk setiap hari..
lepas hbis plkn tu...
sy terus masuk matrik kan...
awk kene berjauhan lagi...
masa mule2 tu kita ok...
tapi lama2 tu...
awak mule berubah...
sy perasan la awk...
kite dingin sesama sendiri...
sy bnyk kali tny awk..
jujur kalo ada org lain..sbb hati sy kuat menyatakan awk mmg ada org lain...
n bila sy kate kite break...
awk marah sy...
tpi smpai 1 hari...
awk yg msj n kate kite x mcm dulu..
yes...that what i told u already...
u have someone else....
tpi awk menafikan...
awk nk tau x kenapa sy kata awk menafikan...
sbb sy pnh nmpk msj dri perempuan tu...
sy penah nampak gmbr awk berdua...
tpi sy cube suruh awk berterus terang...
awk menafikan...
then bile malam kite break tu...
awk x tau ape jadi dengan sy lepas tu...
awk x tau...
sy tanggung sumenye sorg2 awk..
semua...
sy demam...
demam panas...
awk tau ke..??
x kan...sbb sy x kan bgthu awk...
hari esk pegi kelas...
sy baru perasan yg sy pakai baju warna hitam...
mcm org berkabung..
emosi sangat x stabil...
then sy pegi hospital...
first time sy masuk hospital tu sepanjang dok kat katrik...
nak tahu suhu sy berapa...
39.4...panas kan...n doktor tu kate kalau smpai 40...comfirm sy masuk wad sbb dmam panas...
awk tau ke sy kene pegi hospital sorang2...
sampai ponteng kuliah...tu pon selepas dipaksa kawan sy...
sbb pg tu sy pitam...
ayh sy pulak pagi2 lagi dah pegi kat kuala pilah tu untuk amik sy sbb sy demam panas...
ayh amik bawak blik rumh...
sy x mkn dh 1 hari masa tu...
smpai rumah awk tau sy balik shah alam tu dengan kesedihan...
sbb awk x ada kat sisi sy lgi...
sy cube buat2 ok depan fmily sy...
tpi lagi sekali...
sy pitam kat rumah...
pegi klinik lagi..
nak tau doktor kate ape..
blood preasure rendh...
sbb tekanan...
sy MC untuk 5 hari..
tpi keadaan bdn lemah jugak sbb sy x de selera makan...
tpi sy berkeras nk blik matrik...
sbb sy x blh duduk kat shah alam tu...
sy kene duduk jauh...
2 tahun tu lama awk...
sy buang segala barang2 awk kat sy...
gmbr awk...
tpi..
1 je sy x buang...
cik teddy awk...
nama die honey..sbb sy suke pgl awk honey kan...
sy x buang die...
kadang2 sy menangis sbb terigtkn awk.
tpi x pe..
sy peluk die...
sbb sy rindu awk...
awk...
kite dah break tuk setahun lebih....
tapi sy susah nak lupekan awk...
smpai sy tutup hati sy tok org lain....
tp...
sy tau awk mmg sedang berbahagia bersama dengan si dia....
untuk terakhir kalinya....
buat insan yang pernah bertakhta di hati...
sy nak ucapkan terima kasih sbb bahagiakan sy...
halal kan makan minum segala galanya...
sy minta maaf dari hujung rmbut smpai hujung kaki...
awk berbahagialah bersama si dia...
dan lagu khas untuk awk....
Selepas kau pergi
Tinggallah disini ku sendiri
Kumerasakan sesuatu
Yang t’lah hilang di dalam hidupku
Dalam lubuk hatimu
Ku yakin kaupun sebenarnya tak
Inginkan lepas dariku
Tahukah kau kini ku terluka
Bantu aku membencimu
Ku terlalu mencintaimu
Dirimu begitu…
Bererti untukku…
Kau telah mencinta
Dan dicintai kekasihmu
Ini tak adil bagiku
Hilanglah damba tinggallah hampa
Lupakanku dalam tidurmu
Yang pernah mencintaimu
Kau memang tercipta
Bukanlah untukku
azam tahun baru ni...
sy nak buang awk jaoh2 dri hidop sy selamanya....
nak cri pengganti awk...
semoga sy juge berbahagia...
amin....
love..~~
rabeahkhamis....
(5.07am 5.1.2010)
Posted by Rabeah Khamis at Wednesday, January 05, 2011
seharian 31 december 2010...
January 1, 2011
akif,azzzh,syafiq.... |
Posted by Rabeah Khamis at Saturday, January 01, 2011